It's true..girls just wanna have fun.

fatedetermines @ 2005-01-10T17:59:00

2005-01-10T23:23:37Z

its been 3 years..

GUH! =/

anyway.
add it
what_its_about

its friends only.. beware

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-25T18:38:00

2004-12-26T00:13:55Z

theres a new one..
eff the drama..

ill IM you and let you know..

if i dont..
then youll just have to figure it out on your own.

sorry gals and guys.

xoxo

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-25T00:29:00

2004-12-25T06:10:23Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

well, well, well!! Christmas so far.. has been good. Colby just left and I wont see him for a week. ... =( BUT I know he'll have a blast and I will too while hes gone so thats all that matters... Theres only 3 people missing.

It's funny when you supposidly had a best friend.... threw the good and the bad your suppose to look out for each other.... and when I tried it turns out to be... you hate me and want me to die haha whatever.I've always tried to make things good.. and correct my wrong doings but this time, I don't see where I really went wrong....I appologize.... and should not have said anything but IVE ALWAYS LOOKED OUT FOR YOU THREW EVERYTHING ALWAYS... youve always meant the world to me as a best friend.... and I hate when I do stuff that makes us the way we are.. but... I know I didn't know what I was talking about ... but that other person obviously didn't either when they told your mom.... I've always respected your Mom and I would never lie to her.. and never have***YOU KNOW THAT***.. and u expect me to start now? Sorry. I just answered a question.. I wish you would have talked to your hoe of a new best friend.. for running her mouth anyway and having the whole Englewood know about it.. if it wasnt for her.. and for the person who told your mom in the first place... I would have never found out and neither would that person who did infact tell your mom.. o well right.. shit happens and life goes on... like it always has!

Amanda and I are suppose to have plans sometime this weekend? I guess like tomorrow night or something? Who knows... hopefully they'll go threw.

Starting over on a clean slate with everyone has been a good thing but then again... some people don't know what that means... =/ Meg and I have become close once again.. *Candamio- that is* so thats cool. <3

The 30th is coming soon. and yeah. haha I have nothing else to talk about.

I actually can't wait to go back to work... When I went in there last night I got an unexpected "wow" haha <3

I hope everyone has a lovely merry christmas! And enjoys every minute of it!!! Be safe please. Ive seen one accident tonight and it wasn't pretty the roads are slippery!!! wear your seat belts!!

ho ho ho merrrrrrrrrrrry christmas!!!!!! yaya!!!!

xoxoxox

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-23T19:39:00

2004-12-24T01:05:54Z

whoo..

work was well lets just say... INTERESTING!

I hate mother F-ING bosnians!!!!

that idiot did not know who he was messing with but, at least I didn't loose my job.. and he more then likely did... whatever.

I hate people who down right disrespect people---when they did nothing to you... exspecially girls... that are like 4 yrs younger then them... aksy kamhg

Im still shaking.

but im off early... its a night with out work.. wow..

xoxo

so yeah.. YOU SHOULD ALL KNOW THIS haha

2004-12-23T08:03:27Z

30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

8. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, alot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.

11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. memorize their god damned birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

</b>30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, priviledge and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.</b>

lalalalal

2004-12-23T05:54:11Z

so..
this week has been nothing but hectic!!! I haven't seen much family.. lol maybe just my mom.. catching up on sleep and oh goodness ive been working my buttttt off!!!!!

my baby is sick.. she has a sinus infection.. =( poor her!!!! my sister and Cameron bother are getting sick.. well, he has strept throat they think so GUH THATS GAY! hopefully there all 3 better soon.
speaking of my sis.. she had another doc appt. BOTH babies are still there they both have arms fingers legs and toes!! yay!! she likes the name Hope Riley for a girl.. which i think is cute.. but GAY cameron doesn't really like it!!! oh how boys agravate me lol j/k

well.. colby leaves the 25th (YES CHRISTMAS DAY) at 8:00 am.. to go to Arizona... and will be gone until the 31st! =( :::tear:::

anyway.. it'll give me some time though to do some things on my own.. figure things out with family friends etc. which is wonderful in one hand... ps. Happy Birthday Granny Po Panny.. and Pamala (step mom)

but, I love having a relationship like I do.... never been in one so serious.

oh. happy 6 months to us.

well..

so I hear we have a girls night planned which is good.. considering.. i think we ALL need it..

One good thing about workin with meg and Britt.. is that we can talk.. and have good conversations.. and get things worked out.. and know whats goin on.. and it lets me know.. I'm close with them and we're all on the same page.. and i wish we ALL were like that not just a hand full..
so maybe, the night at Aunt Pams will let us reconnect with everything and start over..
one things first thoe... amanda will be my first priority.. because thats in need of some major fixing...... as well as everyone else... (the whole little click..) amanda hillary..(one that sticks out) Megan Brittany Summer Nicole Jenn Sam Franki oh goodness.. Julie... and some others.. if i left you off.. you know I mean you..it's hard.. and we all just need to understand.. we are all growing up and learning new things about our selves.. and what better way to do it then to share it with the people that mean the most to you.. (not just your friends.. but your boyfriends/girlfriends.. and family members...)

and .. I need time with Ashley Sarah Krystin and Ali P... major time. =) ah ali p i love your hair!

Ash- when I Imed you last night and said that how meg and i were talking lol.. we just got on this whole conversation about you.. and you needing to be with US... and yall can "smoke on the dank NIGGA!" (noooooot I .. I will DIE)

but anyway..

im gonna go....

Nicole.. Aunt Pams the 30th!?
and we'll discuss further.. plans.. lol that same night.. no commenting on my journal about it.

love to all.
xoxoxo

ps. this pay check this week shall be "phat!" haha
<3

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-19T15:38:00

2004-12-19T21:09:01Z

NINE places I've visited off the top of my head
9) Tennesse
8) Texas
7) North Carolina
6) South Carolina
5) Georgia
4) Bahammas
3) Tallahasse (sp)
2) Orlando
1) St Augustine

EIGHT things I want to do before I die
8) Get the hell out of highschool.
7) go to collage
6) graduate collage
5) get my life together...(my carrer started)
4) Get married
3) Start a family..
2) Gain more friendships
1) become closer with family and old friends

SEVEN ways to win my heart
07. make me smile.
06. Make me feel special
05. I've gotta laugh.. so be funny
04. be spontanuaous
03. be some what cute lol
02. care for me how ill care for you...
01. be fun

SIX things I want for christmas
06. a cell phone
05. you on christmas day =/
04. clothes
03. money
02. family
01. a new bedroom set haha

FIVE things I'm afraid of
05. losing you.
04. stray animals...
03. loosing friendships that mean a lot to me
02. death.
01. spiders!

FOUR of my favorite items in my bedroom:
04. bed
03. pictures + frames
02. TV
01. clothes

THREE things I do everyday
03. Smile!
02. SleeP
01. take a bath lol

TWO things I am trying not to do right now:
02. scream because my back hurts!
01. think about some things that make me upset

ONE person I want to see right now:
01. my daddy

welcome to whataburger this is belinda how can i help you! lol

2004-12-16T02:47:07Z

well well..
work was good.Megan haha slipped and busted her butt!!! then dropped a choc. shake! what a dork---so funny! haha
its been weird.. not working for 4 days then now i worked.. it was interesting this week im only pulling like 15 hours but whatever its sweet i dont care. over the break ill be working like a slave! =) I need the money any way.

but yeah.

tomorrow is christmas shopping for colby! GAH what to buy him what to buy him! I have a few things in mind..

then my Dads shopping.. which will consist of a guy harvey shirt... a pic frame with a pic. of us in it... and then a video tape of brooklin thats all he wanted... so yep.

but im gonna go..

i left school at 12 today.. not going tomorrow or friday... break starts! whoo!

xoxo
<3

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-13T18:29:00

2004-12-13T23:57:34Z

well the christmas party was a hit.

school today was good.. better then usual...

tomorrow morning, my Mom and I are going tomorrow morning to open a bank account yeehaww i can't wait..

my pay check was messed up by like 4 or 6 hours... but mark said he would fix it for me on the next check.. thank goodness.

but, other then that im gonna go

xoxox

It's been crazy all day long...

2004-12-12T06:44:30Z

Today was great...
I got to spend time with Colb's since ive been working NON flippin stop all week..

played with the baby for a little while... Mom John Colby and I went to get the TREE... they were on the 10 oclock news tonight hhaah it was grand!! so those of you who saw it.. John and Bj Smith is my mom and step dad!

after that we ate Sonnys... Then Colbs and I went off With Nicole Keith Chris and Amy to Old St Augustine!! It was B E A U T I F U L down there!! I had so much fun! We took so many pictures with nicoles camera!!
ha it was cute this cuter older couple.. like maybe she was in her mid 30s and him in his mid 40s... they were walking by and took a group shot of us.. and then asked us to take one of them.. well we did and kept walking.. came back and they were still there except she had the BIGGEST grin ever on her face.. and we said hello again and have a merry christmas and she smiled so big and bright and said HE JUST PROPOSED TO ME WE'RE GETTING MARRIED! it was so cute! ah I loved it.. (ps. I guess you had to be there to understand it was awesome thoe)

we took A1A back home... to be peaceful and had some fun and talked about old times.. .

and now Im here.. about to go to bed..

the weather is absolutely amazing i love love love it!!

tomorrow is The Schukis Family Christmas Party can't wait.. so Im off to bed..

night
xoxo
<3

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-11T00:51:00

2004-12-11T06:20:32Z

people change... and I just don't care for them that much any more...

I've noticed a lot about people this past week or so at school.. but how they act.. just isn't going to effect me any more its them and its who they are... if your fake your fake.. whatever.... *thats how Britt and I feel*

I also can NOT for the life of me figure out how the heck to undo what I did with my Aunts user name..

I need to go search threw this crap one more time lol..

work was awesome tonight..
I cooked fries and Onion rings! and then made some hamburgers!! haha it was awesome! I burnt my self like 239847398 million times!

but thats it for now.. I have the rest of this weekend off Im gonna hit the hay..

cant wait until the christmas party at my aunt Leahs house.=)

<3
xxo

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-09T21:56:00

2004-12-10T03:27:38Z

So, Christinas Grandpas (Jerry) funeral was today.. it was nice.. I guess Ash and I got there and little bit late because it was almost over when we walked up... But it was still good to be there...
I saw Christina and talked to her for the first time in like 3238974435 years... it actually made me smile.. I was happy.. a sigh of relief I guess... who knows... but one piece of advice to everyone.. NEVER let a boy interferre with a friend its just not worth it in the long run.. I missed Christina a lot... but it's cool..

So afterwards my preganant sister my beautiful niece and my self went to my Grandparents house sat over there and chitt chatted with them.. we talked about some stuff thathappened last night and then my Grandpa gave me my ring.. its so pretty!!! Its my class ring.. its not like an origanal class ring its so much nicer.. and ill wear it for so much longer then most people wear theres.. aksjruewu i <3 it..

I came home from there and layed down.. i don't feel good at all.. so I took a 2 hour nap.. woke up and felt even worse... got ready for work.. and off to work it was.. it was horrible.. so my manager Al let me leave an hour and a half after I got there.. because he said Im such a good worker and he knows that I wasnt feeling great when I came but I still did so I told him I would work Saturday for a couple of hours and then spend the rest of the day with my hubby lol .. so that means I work Fri. and Sat.
so I called my Bubb and he picked me up.. I went by the Hooka lounge so he could eat dinner and hung out with everyone there plus his gf who works there... they wanted me to act 21 and i could drink.. eh that was a negative! haha..

so now Im finally home did some home work and Im off to bed.

xoxo

<3

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-08T16:19:00

2004-12-08T21:42:52Z

GAH!
i need to find someone in my family with good credit that will sign for a nextel for me!!!

for some odd flippin reason my mom john and my brother do not have good enough credit to sign for a nextel for me...
gay!

ha o well

its off to get ready for work now!

-tomorrow is the funeral for Tina Loves G-pa Jerry..
that should be interesting.. =/

xoxo

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-06T22:03:00

2004-12-07T03:28:15Z

my sister is having twins.. yes twins! haha.. .im gonna be an aunt of 3 hopefullly!! If she passes the first trimester he told her the 2nd baby shouldnt have a chance of vanishing so hopefully she passes it fine!!!

Im excited but terrified at the same time..
elksrjru0!!!

o well.

xoxo
<3

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-05T21:39:00

2004-12-06T03:08:05Z

hmm.
this weekend has been good.
working and I had Saturday off.
Last night I went to the movies with my Mom and Alison.. we saw Bridgette Jones prt 2 it was good shes so funny.. came home and had Brooklin... babysat her.. she woke me up 2 times in the middle of the night b.c she was hungry... woke up... babysat her again from like 12:00 until 1:30 then spent some time with Colby before I had to go to work.

It's weird because since we both work we both think that we wont see each other as much.. but we end up seeing each other every day.. I love it.. Since weve been together we have only gone 4 days with out seeing each other and now over x-mas break hes leaving me to go to Las Vegas and Arizona for a week.. GAH ill miss him. but o well.

This coming Sunday I have a family Christmas party to go to.. I can't wait for it!!!!

My hands smell like change.. ew.

but, Im gonna go.
i cant wait to get paid next monday

xxo

ps.I am extremely tired!!!!

fatedetermines @ 2004-12-04T00:44:00

2004-12-04T06:07:42Z

work is awesome so far..

everyone go visit.. meg britt and I.. its sweet!

colbs and I are doing good.

I have a christmas present in mind.. but he doesn't like jewlery! ajsyfurkjyt2e5io!

lol

hmm..

santa tomorrow.

cant get ahold of amanda so ok.

<3

whomp. whomp. whomp.

2004-12-02T03:24:58Z

im pulling.. 26 hours from mon. tues. wed. thurs. fri. and sun. gah! i didn't expect all of this in the 1st week but eh... its cool and Im making money.

I need to do colbys shopping and my dads!!!

xoxo

Im mailing my pops the before and after pictures of me when i had braces too with his xmas lol how sweet.. but yeah..

im so tired.
im gonna go.

peace

oh yeah. alison and I are doing Santa Clause Pictures this weekend!

yes!

xoxo

i look like a crack head with...

2004-12-01T04:24:22Z

my eyes like that but....... i LOVE my teeth!!

xoxox

love to all !

nickel happy birthday sweetheart! lol

work!!

2004-11-30T02:43:32Z

WORK.. well lets see...
its MOST DEF. NOT as bad as I thought. I had a lot of fun.. its nothing but teenagers.. sandelwood wolfson and englewood.. its sweet.... and oen girl was from Providence... but yeah..
it was quite interesting.. I work the drivethrew... which is sweet i think... thank god uniforms arent ugly or bad looking..

but, yeah.. amanda made me look bad lol but o well whatever floats her boat and tickles her pickle..

i work today tomorrow wednesday and thursday... 4-8...
get paid every week.. every monday so yeah thats sweet..

BRACES OFF TOMORROW!

xoxo

fatedetermines @ 2004-11-28T16:00:00

2004-11-28T21:27:37Z

ok ok ok..

well these past couple of days have been awesome.... with its downfalls theyve been good.

yesterday I hung out with Colbys family all by my lonesome! it was sweet thoe. I love his family. Then him and Alison got off of work and came and hung out..

later that night Gavin Cort Lindsay me Colbs and Alison all watched The Girl Next Door. Well I watched an hour or so of it and went to sleep in Colbys bed then got woken up at like 2:00 to go home.

Speaking of work.. I just got hired at Whataburger in Wal Mart parking lot 6.25 an hour as a cashier. Eh.. sounds stupid enough BUT I needed a job and Im going to work there until, I find anoter one.. its sweet and the manager is hilarious!

welp, im out

xoxox

fatedetermines @ 2004-11-26T01:54:00

2004-11-26T07:16:28Z

I NEED A JOB! HELP!

fatedetermines @ 2004-11-25T00:09:00

2004-11-25T05:39:05Z

well, these past couple of days have been good and bad.. Haven't been doin much. Been sick for like 4 or 5 days my allergies are killing me... when I talk lol I sound funny but its okay.
Thanksgiving is "today" and I hate it already that we're not going to my grandparent pennys house... it makes me so flippin angry! Im goin with Colbs to his familys house on the westside nigga nigga! lol and then coming home and having it with some of my family.... and then going bowling lol with the whole gang! For Christmas Colby and his family are all probablly going to Arizona asjeywejg that makes me upset but o well.
This should be a good weekend.. I have nothing to update about lol so yyyyeaaaaaaaah

im gonna go !

xoxo

fatedetermines @ 2004-11-22T04:01:00

2004-11-22T09:47:26Z

so, I can't sleep!

yeah this sucks.
what time is it again??

i just got out of the bath tub ive been awake since 4:00

</3

fatedetermines @ 2004-11-21T21:25:00

2004-11-22T03:06:45Z

fatedetermines @ 2004-11-21T21:08:00

2004-11-22T02:49:37Z

so uh..

to all of you bull shittin NOLES fans... take that some where else..

the gators.. I MUST add ROCKED THE STANDS LAST NIGHT!

<3

xoxox

and well, the jags sucked butt today!! I went to the game and was very disapointed..